[you doorknob]

Well, I guess weekly posts are good. At least I can manage to write once a week about my flag encounters, everyday life, and the like! But I like for some of them to be detailed though... Well, this post is long (note: wall of text) enough, so what the heck.

Illya dump impending.

On the first day of this week is Monday. As with every week, lel! Well, it was good. Basketball was fun as usual, but the presence of flags (and an annoying classmate to boot) is fun. What do I mean? It's. A. Secret! Aside from that, the usual Mondays. ELL, sleepy Calculus, crap-elcom, and Tred where we watch this movie called. OH GOD! Without the capslock though.

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Tuesday is a bad bad day. I was a bit down that day. Let's seeee... Paul didn't did what he told me the other day. What do I mean? Flag encounter, that's what! I wasn't really expecting anything so it's all good. UNTIL SUDDENLY he was going out later during our break and will not play with us because he's going to someone's birthday. Wew. Well, it's okay too. More about it on the later part of this day. (more...)

[edited 02-17-09, removed hidden comments because plan was revealed]

Today was the first step of many for my special special surprise for valentines day. Codenamed VDS'09, this is the first step which will open up the whole pseudo project's status until final growth! (Okay didn't make sense!)

The first step is obvious - gain information and use it well. I went to MoA with Andree today after CWTS to go look around at bookstores for the thing I'm looking for. And at the same time, Andree was giving me hints too <3 We saw a book we both agreed good, not only currently, but also in the future. So I bought it! -660php, for a much more ++ in the future! Well, maybe!

I also bought some supplies for the initial 'test' which I conducted soon in the day. Or rather, midnight! I had fun - I waited for my mom to be asleep (or atleast half asleep), then proceeded to the kitchen. I prepared the ingredients prior, then I was struck by lightning. (more...)

Well, it's nothing new. From time to time, I can't sleep because I force myself in to trying to sleep. So I can't sleep! But it isn't quite so the case this time.

Ever since the ULTIMO PLANO, I keep on thinking about it while I'm lying down on the bed. Over and over and every detail. Who am I going to give it to? How should I give it? Why am I giving it? When? How about the others? What materials am I going to use? Will it be good? How can I give it to 'that' someone? Will this flag be available at that time?

Will the target accept the package? How will the target react? How will everyone in the vicinity react? Will I get ganked? Do I have enough observer wards deployed as an anti-gank measure?

It doesn't make sense at all. But I really really can't wait for it. ~21 days to go!

Can you guess what she's flustered about?

Last week was just the planning. Now is taking it in to action! Well, sorta! What do I mean? Well, looking back this week...

TREDONE symbol of faith. I posted my essay on a post before this, so if you're interested go take a look! Basically, it's a start of me daring to do something outside what I should usually do. Instead of taking the usual cross or bible as a symbol, guess what? An ATA cable woo! Weird, but true. I did this, knowing we would present it to class. I did this, knowing I would be different. And a whole lot different from me a year ago, definitely! Even though it's a daring step, it was a good one, I think. It helped me gain a lot of self confidence when with others, especially with unknown people. It also makes me look more weirder, but that's okay!

There's also FORMDEV (notice the subject trends, lol). Last FORMDEV I dared to reveal more than usual should. I've told them my kinda dream. I've told them about the ATA-cable. But more importantly, they got the impression I'm changing like this because there's a girl I like. Well, I did say 'maybe' when they were asking, so maybe!

Is it really? Fu fu fu. I've also made, or rather remade an old plan, a very special plan that will raise everyone's affection points. But that's if I'm up to the task, but I'll work especially hard. Haha

DASALGO is like just as planned. Fu fu fu, but I have to sacrifice someone. Sorry Alvin!

Today there was a seminar for us SPRINTees. I finally (half) decided, I'm going to SPRINT till the end! I looked back at my first impressions when I heard of SPRINT, if the current SPRINT isn't up to my expectations then... I should make them up to par by commandeering it by myself! lol, that's going to really extreme side of it, but yeah. As my adviser said, I should go out the comfort zone if I want to change, so this is one of 'em.

It's hard. But I won't hesitate. I said 'half' to SPRINT because I'm going to need to take a bit time to adjust. Today was a start, like last week was a start for this whole change. What do I mean? Today I'm pretty much the me last year. And comparing today to yesterday and the other days? I like the new me.

But I'm going to dare more than this. The ultimo plano which gives ++ affection points. Wooo stay tuned! <3 (Won't reveal yet because someone reads this blog again :D)

Recently, we had some homework for TREDONE (Theology and Religion One something etc). Basically - I feel I've written things that are: Silly, True, and Stupid. That, and it took my time for writing here, so mind as well as post it. Particularly posting especially since the first one was a wasted effort since we swapped profs.

And it could be funny looking at it 5 years from now : >

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TREDONE 01-14-09

Submitted on: January 14, 2009
Essay: Myself and my Beliefs

To start off, let me first introduce myself. My name is *secret, lol*, and I graduated from Don Bosco Makati. I’m currently taking BS-CS as my course in college, simply because I really like computers! With that said, my hobbies more or less consist of being in front of a monitor such as playing games (ie DotA!), surfing the internet for random trivia and such, as well as occasionally having a chat with my peers and put them in to submission. (more...)

*pinch pinch~*

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Welcome to the second week of the third term. And we barely had any proper class yet, seems like this week is still a bit shaky. Here are some tidbits of what have transpired the previous week: (more...)

A warm (not exactly directly towards me) hug.

A sweet goodbye with a waving hand and a bright smile.

And finally, a quick encounter which ended up in haste. ...regardless so, we parted with a good bye.

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All I need is for something to push me. And these occurrences fit perfectly <3 They help me regain my self confidence to push forward this whole change. But probably the more major factor would be--

New heroines! Well. . . We'll see, but first we have to befriend then unlike to my previous ones which ended up in utter failure.

La la la~
Don'cha think it's fun?

Note: No, I wasn't referring to PW, and the CGs were barely related. Expect a PW post later though!

NOTE: replay not up yet / replay part not finished

After watching several old school DotA (particularly 6.37 era) during the winter break, I've really thought of many many strategies to resurrect to play in the current metagame. Well, I've probably spilled up some of it during one of my earlier posts, so let's just skip the introductions!

(Top) Sven [X] - Vlads
(Top) Ogre [Paul] - Arcane Ring
(Top) Ryry [illya]
(Mid) Cent [ec] - Dagger
(Bot) Tree [chicken]

You heard that right folks, a Tri-lane! Mixing an old laning scheme with the current metagame of STR-Carries, let me deliver a weird innovation we just did.

Note - items listed are the only ones required. Anything else, you can fill it up by yourself, though the strategy is made, thinking that Ogre/Ryry supports (wards too), and the 3 str will str-carry builds, and not Refresh tree. Or at least, 1st item refresher tree.

Replay + analysis on the bottom if you just wanna see it in action! (more...)

The title sounds familiar...

Well, new year has come and finally the 3rd term is already starting. One of the more prominent resolutions I've made is simple, yet complex and necessary. Wanna take a guess? Well, go ahead. Meanwhile, let's go onto meaningless trivial but completely fun, maybe, experience that I've encountered today!

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I was a bit troubled the day before today. To simply put it, I don't want it to be another Monday where no one came. Basically the thing is - our sched on Wednesday is more or less similar to last term's T/H sched. Also known as - Afternoon classes. DotA in the mornings! Josh wanted to play DotA, but I wasn't particularly convinced. More so when he said he'll be there 8 in the morning. Man, this is from the guy who wanted to have that Monday but he didn't came. He's also the one who wanted was always late for games and such. So I didn't particularly went as early as 8 (it also means waking up at 6 - it's too much!), but an hour later.

It isn't bad, I guess. Emman was also there early - rather, it was his break already. And soon, people flocked as if it was just another T/H last term. I guess that thing won't disappear this term - that is, the morning DotA for my dC and the morning gaming sessions with the S19 gamers. Well, not that I missed probably one of the nosiest group of people in MG, but I'd prefer it than nothing, of course! So we played RA3, a bit of DotA there. The usual.

One of the more weirder aspects of the day at that point in time was this. Vida told me a question she asked not too long ago. Maybe 1st term. "Do you have a kanojo?". But of course not exactly, up to you what a kanojo is. Haha, of course not! It's something trivial, but it's also something that makes the day fun. And hey, at least I exist ;__; (more...)

Short speedwrite. More like bursting out of emotions, but w / e! Interlude from New Year Reso posts!

There's a simple question I have to ask. To myself, but I want to hear your opinions about it too. And perhaps, maybe you too can reflect on the same matter.

Have I chosen my friends correctly?

From time to time, it's something that I think of. Sure, I can say being with everyone is fun. But is it an absolute matter? Like a mirror, there's always two sides of it. Well, it's fun sometimes, but there are too times of sadness. Ever since a pseudo betrayal back then in the past, I've always been conscious of the people I'm around. (more...)