[you doorknob]

Tae. Ano ba yan, bakit naman mali mali nalang palagi ang mga nasasabi ko sa maling oras. At eto nanaman, sa aking pagbibiro ay may nasaktan nanaman ako. Aba'y puta.

Tangina, nagtagalog. Hahahahaha (more...)

Simple. To hell with this feelings, aylli is back in control, doorknob stupid silly cire!
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I guess I'm back to normal. I mean, back to being lazy to write! It's been a week since, uh, the last post and I bring you [3 important events], and a lot of other [trivial but sweet, memorable side stories]. Ahaha

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[sidestory]
It was Friday, Charie's birthday was coming up in two days. By someone's plan, we all suddenly, secretly and magically had flowers in hand and gave it to her. [someone], because I'm unsure :3 I gave her the flower along with a [おたんようびおめでと] to boot. But now that I wrote it, I think it's wrong since rikaichan can't read it write, ahaha.

Also, last PE, didn't get to play :(
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I look forward to the future.
I said I'll take the past, burn it up and let it go.
In order to enjoy the succeeding and incoming days.

Yeah. There's no reason to doubt it. I'm having fun! (more...)

In the book of cirecire, Guide to Catch Heroines, Chapter 9 - Mid-Winter, today [yesterday] is the final flag to attain the heroine of choice. Using February 14 as an opener by the use of home made choco made with a lot of heart, and closing the day with a "I'll wait for you till March 14", it all sets up the stage for the ending route. Of course, in between these two days lies a long path which should be heavily decisive too, (DOH)!

Oh, who am I kidding! Well, that was kinda something like a plan. Bleh~

Yet another White Day passed by without anything special. But that's to be expected, we don't actually celebrate it. Haha, so pretty much I'm the only one who regard this day special. (more...)

It feels so silly now that I start to share things and talk with more substance to people. No longer do I need to keep how I find someone annoying, how I feel something has changed in me, how CREAM SODA is so awesome!

March 12 - Calvin's Dinner + House Party. Haha, it was so fun, me cal paul alvy evy romy bats joey dale charie gem alan chad pete went to Cal's place for dinner. Nah, I'm lazy again so I'll keep this memory to myself :P Pretty much a lot of lols and doh and hahaha . Evy bats and I stayed overnight. Suffice to say, we did what we did best. DotA! Though we were supposed to have a Dark Night of the Soul ourselves :< Yesterday - dancepaaaaaad! I played a bit before leaving Cal's house. Haha, now I want one agaaain ;__; DASALGO -> Basketball -> Physical Checkup. We got stomped again because the other team has those lol-i-r-adikz. Bleh~ How can we play for fun if all the other teams play to win by putting imbaplayers for the whole game?! Fun trivia: Alvy and I were gonna procrastinate the checkup, but we found out that it's the last week for checkup. Haha that was cloooooose! (more...)

As far as I know, I've been monotonous when it comes to emotions. Sure, I feel happiness. I feel sad from time to time, angry but more like jokingly angry. However, since I felt this feeling of jealousy. Oh god knows the things I've undergone.

Well, today's one big example.

I slept really really late. 2am, to be exact, that it isn't late anymore - it's really actually early. And I had to wake up at around 6:30am. Greaa~t! To be honest, it's an old strategy I used to use. Instead of feeling sleepy, I actually wake up easier for some weird reason.

...not this time though. Sleepy. Heavy. Grr. And nah, this isn't why today is bad.

Morning was basketball. Scrimmage! lel, we were facing Allen's block - Engineering section, to be precise. AKA basketball addicts. gg, we got smashed xd Tiring tiring~

And thus the start of the mood swings. It all really started in Calc. I kinda gave in to my sleepy desires. And then, I just felt. Weak. Weak enough that it made me feel a bit down when everyone's talking. Or the usual teases with everyone. ENGLCOM just fires up the mood, with the usual being crap. Not to mention, really really getting sleepy. And even TREDONE too. Bah

Bad bad. I don't know, now that I think about it. I forgot to sing in my mind Miracle! or something. Or because I gave up to sleepy desires, it made me really weak. Well, there was a redeeming factor in the end though.

It just feels so weird. From time to time in the past, sure, I get tired. But not that it would really affect me. Maybe because of the weird circumstances, but yeah~ So so, I'd like to say sorry to everyone.

Let's just say I've opened my heart to someone, after a long hiatus in it. <3

Day 1 - 03-08-09
Objective: Wallpaper featuring Illya
Status: Completed!

So, after eight days, finally finally an output! (more...)

Nah, not a long post. Not because I'm lazy.

...okay, maybeeee a bit because I'm lazy! But but I'm also doing 'something' else that I should've been working on since, like, a week ago so it's a fair deal!

Today was tutorial + quiz bee + etc etc. Tutorial was focused today so we all really did our jobs well, hurray for math game-ish practice! Well yeah, my pseudo-group was fired up for the quiz bee. The bad? I felt a bit tired (and hungry) during lunch that I didn't spent time w/ 'em later.

This post? Simply an eye opener. I was really touched today, why? Simple. CWTS ends today! Not that that's totally totally fun, but: Two of our students joined the art competition (lel) and and drew for me ;__;

But seriously speaking, yeah. Didn't expect that, and I really really appreciated it. I waaaaaaas gonna write up a post, but nah too lazy. 'sides, it'll be just a pseudo repeat of some older post! So yeah! <3 <3, I was already happy but that made it more awesome xd

I lol'd when one of 'em erased my name and replaced it with 'Paul' then gave it to him xd Haha. /gg, Project 14 days, let's go go a go!

FORMDEV is so cheesy, it made me realize something again. And now that I've really really said it, I can't be a hypocrite and just do nothing. ...Uh huh.

Darkest Night. Well, to be more accurate, one of my dark night. Using a very light and skinned version of deredere ending path, I've emphasized on the keyword: Friendship. It's nothing new to me, but...

A stupid idiot in the past. Actually, make them two. They, well, maybe not necessarily on purpose but, I've lost faith in this so called friends. I've actually told bats a bit about this: I had this weird weird aura since forever. Basically, it's simple, everyone would just really come to respect me regardless of what I do. (more...)