!(!Normal) Emotions
As far as I know, I've been monotonous when it comes to emotions. Sure, I feel happiness. I feel sad from time to time, angry but more like jokingly angry. However, since I felt this feeling of jealousy. Oh god knows the things I've undergone.
Well, today's one big example.
I slept really really late. 2am, to be exact, that it isn't late anymore - it's really actually early. And I had to wake up at around 6:30am. Greaa~t! To be honest, it's an old strategy I used to use. Instead of feeling sleepy, I actually wake up easier for some weird reason.
...not this time though. Sleepy. Heavy. Grr. And nah, this isn't why today is bad.
Morning was basketball. Scrimmage! lel, we were facing Allen's block - Engineering section, to be precise. AKA basketball addicts. gg, we got smashed xd Tiring tiring~
And thus the start of the mood swings. It all really started in Calc. I kinda gave in to my sleepy desires. And then, I just felt. Weak. Weak enough that it made me feel a bit down when everyone's talking. Or the usual teases with everyone. ENGLCOM just fires up the mood, with the usual being crap. Not to mention, really really getting sleepy. And even TREDONE too. Bah
Bad bad. I don't know, now that I think about it. I forgot to sing in my mind Miracle! or something. Or because I gave up to sleepy desires, it made me really weak. Well, there was a redeeming factor in the end though.
It just feels so weird. From time to time in the past, sure, I get tired. But not that it would really affect me. Maybe because of the weird circumstances, but yeah~ So so, I'd like to say sorry to everyone.
Let's just say I've opened my heart to someone, after a long hiatus in it. <3
