[you doorknob]

Today marks the last of the [regular] MW classes. Hmm..?

Initially I was feeling down again. Just as when I said it's a good morning [someone] just had to ruin it. Well, not that it was all bats' fault, but hm... He's just a bit insensitive on that part. Long story cut short, advance april fools (not really, it just so happened) was done to bats, was instead done to evvy a week ago.

[insert] By the way yesterday was gg. Slept for 16 hours because of not sleeping the past two days. Haha.

A joke where in I lied that my cellphone got snatched while I was on the way to their house, and it was amplified further because they were texting me at that time. OKAY so it's my bad joke, but evvy took it seriously. And not that I wanted him to take the bait, it was bats I was planning to bite it. Yes, this is the primarily the reason for the last post, I felt soooooooo down because I felt so useless and not a friend.

And today I was initially down, simply, because of that. I didn't want evvy to know it so directly, I wanted to tell him subtly without shocking him or something. But noooooo. Okay it was my mistake. But still, I felt bad because bats felt nothing about it.

Not only that, I got the snatcher-jokes of the day. I felt really down, not because of that, mind you. Evvyyyy :<

The day soon turned to be better though. Failing the last calc quiz, it was so better, I was on the verge of crying. HAHA, detect the sarcasm on your own~ Engl sucks, as usual!

It was better alright, Tred finals / reporting. /gg I urged groupmates to go first, so we reported second and. Tada! 90/100. Whereas most other groups were asked to report again. Wew, and we thought we'll get gg'd, but noooo. Haha, props to alvy, he did most of the paper cutting (aka: paper cutting machine. DON'T, I mean DON'T let him have a pair of scissors, he won't stop cutting pictures off magazines!) and the two solid ideas was his!

After that, I remember I was gonna be fetched so I wasn't able to get angry at bats on the way home. Haha, so meanwhile I stayed with Paul as I usually do. Bro bonding! I've told him about the recent days and so and it just felt... Like a hand guiding me to where I should be. Something like that!

We saw clari at one point and came to us saying "Anyeong Haseyo". Phew, nana lessons paid off! It was korean for "Hi" iirc and I recognized it a second later. She later said "Chwesonghamnida" because she remembered it was on my stat the other day. Haha, the fun thing was, it all came to me a second later because she pronounced it so... differently than what nana told me. Haha XD

There was no way out. Well, Paul was actually turning me down and said it was impossible but. I said some silly thing about [I make the impossible, possible], so /gg. Tomorrow is the last flag event. Aylli will do it. Ha ha! Just hope I don't end up like Kyou above, chunchun mode (I missed that word)!

Really, we talked about things trivial and it really didn't matter much. Hm. Oh yeah, he was carrying our block picture and told me how he and gwenie was laughing about it earlier. And before that, I told him to smile (because he was a bit down, too) and smile jokes, and shared how I look so bad and weird on a camera, smiling. xD Really, I do, it doesn't seem like my natural (stupid) smile. HAHA XD ...I still hate pics. . .

He also let me knew. That. I was so stupid. He was a (pseudo) witness to it, and he was the only one who noticed, or at least told me about it. I wasn't being up to my word not distancing or changing myself. So. Tomorrow. Tomorrow, definitely!

So in the end. Maybe because of smile! smile! Bleh, I've already chosen anyway.

Evy forgave me, and even though next term won't have Paul, Alvy, Cal, xchan, george, they're still there. AND I'm a masochist so it's okay, I can handle them, haha. (hi cal, sdm lol)
...tomorrow is flag day. FLAG FLAG FLAG, no more excuse like last Tuesday! Ha ha ha ha. And if I fail...? It's okay. Because I won't, lol!
Illya. The last miracle, huh? Not yet illya, sorry, not yet. I might have been broken once, but this war isn't over!

Bah, I need to stop being seely.